One of the sights we saw this week was
Auschwitz concentration camp. Even though we had prepared to go
there, it was a place I didn't really want to visit. But it's
one of those places that you have to visit. Our trip started
with a one and a half hour bus ride to the town of Oswiecim. If the
ride had been much longer it may have been more memorable because
Jenna was feeling car sick. Luckily she made it and felt much better
once we got off the bus.
The web sight for Auschwitz recommends
visitors be 14 and older. If you know our family, you realize that
only half of us are that old, (Seth is close!). But what do you do
when you are traveling as a family and don't have a friend or family
member to leave the younger ones with? If you arrive before 3:00 you
have to visit with a guided tour. Thinking that would be hard with
our younger children, we decided to enter after 3:00 when we could
visit on our own which would give us more flexibility as we tried to
make the visit age appropriate. Our bus arrived at 2:30 so we found
a bench outside and ate our snacks. (Eating snacks on benches seems
to be a common occurrence for us). It was a good thing I ate then,
because it was much later until I even felt like eating again!
At 3:00 we were able to pass under the
gate “Work brings freedom”. We took a family picture, and joked
that it wouldn't make a very good Christmas card picture. I'm not
sure how to describe my feelings as I walked around the camp. I felt
sadness, anger, frustration, grief, helplessness, and horror. As we
went into the museums, we left Joe and Jenna outside until we had
previewed them and decided which ones they should see. The museums
are in the actual buildings (called blocks) that were used for
housing, medical experiments, torture and interrogations. After
seeing the one about interrogation, and punishments Sam said the ones
who were killed in the gas chambers right away were the lucky ones.
After exiting that museum I just had a sick to my stomach kind of
feeling. I wasn't sure I wanted to see anymore and I sure didn't
want to think about eating. But I continued on.
Gate into Auschwitz |
After visiting the first camp we took
the shuttle bus to Auschwitz II also know as Birkenau. The Germans
built that camp in 1942 when they realized the first camp wasn't big
enough. I was amazed at the size of the second camp and it's mind
boggling to realize it was all planned out. We only had 45 minutes
to spend at the second camp in order to catch our bus back to Krakow.
We followed the train track to the end of the line. That is where
prisoners were unloaded and either sent to the gas chamber or chosen
to live a little longer. At the end of the war, the Germans blew up
the gas chambers so now they are just piles of bricks.
End of the rail line. Straight down the track is the entrance to Auschwitz II. |
Remains of a Gas chamber |
At the end of our day, some of our
family members were hungry and grabbed a hamburger, but I still
didn't want to eat anything. There is also a restaurant at the
camp, but that is the last place I would want to eat!
A few days after visiting I'm still not
sure how I feel about it. I am glad I went, but right now I don't
think I ever need to return there. Even looking at the photos we
took gives me a chilling feeling. I hope we didn't scar our kids for
life by taking them there. I hope as they get older and learn more
about the Holocaust they will remember being there and that they can
do their part to make sure nothing like that happens again. We
talked about tolerance, and accepting others despite our differences.
I hope in some small way our family can be better people after
taking the time to visit Auschwitz.